Runaway

So many things has happened lately followed by one after another.

Sometimes I really dont know what I really want out of this life, Im rather confused and also very often I do something and I forget that I did it.

Sometimes I just feel rather hollow inside and not just talk,socialise just for the sake of talking but to make good friends.

I dont know and I find it hard to explain, its like Im there physically but not there in spirit. I feel motivated to do something but till the very moment I sit down and get myself working, I break down in spirit.

Perhaps cause I kinda miss home but I guess I shouldnt make it a reason for myself to further deteriorate in standards. I'll be back very soon.

The coming 2 weeks easter break shall be the time where I do a runaway.